thoughts going through this one girls mind>>>

i have been thinking alot about what is going to happen in the next few months. I am gunna go off to college and start a new life. But then i get really scared because i dont know what is going to be out there. I honestly need a break form this time and the next.

My Bucket List

At church we are talking about the movie "The Bucket List" and it gets me to thinking, " What is my list" What do i want to do before i die?
Who knows when that day will be. it could be in the next few hours or in the next few days. So here it goes, "My Bucket List"
1. Go to Italy and Greece
2. Play in the College World Series
3. Become a teacher in science
4. Find the perfect guy
5. Become a mother
6. Witness a miracle
7. See my god son rylen Graduate college
8. Coach a girls fastpitch softball team and be the best in the nation
9. Win a national championship
10. Play of the USA softball team

Today, Tomorrow, the near future

Today~
What happens today makes you stronger. Nothing will ever be changed. you cant help what happens to you. Everyone has to jsut take life by a string and go with it.

Tomorrow~
THings might have changed from what you saw yesterday but still it is in the past. Thinking what you ave today might be gone tomorrow. Thats true, you never know what you are going to get or what is going to happen. Still jsut let life take you to many different places

The Near Future~
IN less than 2 months i, AB will be going to college. Away form home. Away from everything i have known for the past 18 years. It is kinda scary. But exciting at times too.
I will leave everything behind. Bad times and good. Starting over fresh with new people.

Till then, time will only tell what there is going to be in front of me.

XoXoXo,
AB!