LOSING.... but because of that way.

Why did this have to happen?
It seems like i can never get a freakin break.
I was hoping to see my friend Logan this weekend
Because havent seen her in like forever,
But no I didnt even get to say goodbye to her.
I wish i could have done soemthing.
Everytime i talked to her she seemed fine,
but she was not.
How could i have not seen that?

In some way i feel like it is my fault
because i didnt notice it....

WHy does this always happen to me?