What a night... went to the school dance, which wasnt all that fun... but us upperclassmen made it amusing. Danced the ngiht away with friends. Amazing. couldnt be any better.
Last night i was sitting at the dam and i looked at your face in the moon light. You turned and looked at me and smiled. It makes my knees go weak. I have thought alot about US as the past few days have gone by. Adn i still am not 100% sure about whats gunna happen. But all i know is that you make me happy. You are the only one that can truely make me laugh till i cry. I lvoe that about you.
So herre is to us... may our future be bright together!
Peace and Love
XOXOXO
Light Girl
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
The past 18 years or so
First entry and i just been thinking.
For the past 18 years or so, i have looked at my self and not really thought i was really anything till about 3 years ago. I always saw my self as the work hard, never have time for anything but softball kinda girl. But not as i am 18 years old, i see my self as a grown up. WOW! werid to say i know but a grown up. I am one. I see my self in a whole new light. I trust my self more. Weird to say again, i know. But i do. I can let my self go more. Have a little more fun. I also see my self as a girl that strives for what she wants and won't let anyone get in the way of that.
I just got to go through an experience that might have changed my life. Never thought a boy would actually change my life but in all honestly it or should i say he did. Garrett Wayne Bebermeyer. changed my life. and can i say in a complete circle. I odnt think i can ever get back to were i was before. Nor do i ever want to.
Spring break is about to come.. and i have never been more excited. I am going to Michigan. I havent been to see family in like 2 and a half years. To long let me tell ya. I am going to see my Aunts and cousin and my GRANDMAPA!!! It is weird to think that the next time i will see this side of my family i will be gradutating from high school and about to imbark on a new part of life.
New experience and new things are going to be happening in life and i am ready for anything that comes my way..
Peace and love
XOXOXO
For the past 18 years or so, i have looked at my self and not really thought i was really anything till about 3 years ago. I always saw my self as the work hard, never have time for anything but softball kinda girl. But not as i am 18 years old, i see my self as a grown up. WOW! werid to say i know but a grown up. I am one. I see my self in a whole new light. I trust my self more. Weird to say again, i know. But i do. I can let my self go more. Have a little more fun. I also see my self as a girl that strives for what she wants and won't let anyone get in the way of that.
I just got to go through an experience that might have changed my life. Never thought a boy would actually change my life but in all honestly it or should i say he did. Garrett Wayne Bebermeyer. changed my life. and can i say in a complete circle. I odnt think i can ever get back to were i was before. Nor do i ever want to.
Spring break is about to come.. and i have never been more excited. I am going to Michigan. I havent been to see family in like 2 and a half years. To long let me tell ya. I am going to see my Aunts and cousin and my GRANDMAPA!!! It is weird to think that the next time i will see this side of my family i will be gradutating from high school and about to imbark on a new part of life.
New experience and new things are going to be happening in life and i am ready for anything that comes my way..
Peace and love
XOXOXO
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