The past 18 years or so

First entry and i just been thinking.
For the past 18 years or so, i have looked at my self and not really thought i was really anything till about 3 years ago. I always saw my self as the work hard, never have time for anything but softball kinda girl. But not as i am 18 years old, i see my self as a grown up. WOW! werid to say i know but a grown up. I am one. I see my self in a whole new light. I trust my self more. Weird to say again, i know. But i do. I can let my self go more. Have a little more fun. I also see my self as a girl that strives for what she wants and won't let anyone get in the way of that.

I just got to go through an experience that might have changed my life. Never thought a boy would actually change my life but in all honestly it or should i say he did. Garrett Wayne Bebermeyer. changed my life. and can i say in a complete circle. I odnt think i can ever get back to were i was before. Nor do i ever want to.

Spring break is about to come.. and i have never been more excited. I am going to Michigan. I havent been to see family in like 2 and a half years. To long let me tell ya. I am going to see my Aunts and cousin and my GRANDMAPA!!! It is weird to think that the next time i will see this side of my family i will be gradutating from high school and about to imbark on a new part of life.

New experience and new things are going to be happening in life and i am ready for anything that comes my way..

Peace and love
XOXOXO